Chapter 7: Where Did I Went Wrong as a Mother, Was It Worth it Being a Mrs? (Interlude)

After the news that was delivered by her ex and my father about the cheating allegations of her husband cheated on her with my bum ass's homeroom teacher, now in that time frame, she was thinking about on how she fucked up as a mother and human-being by putting his needs first before my brother and I, but also put her career as a chief in the back burner because it was never valued to his standards and needs. Malaysia said, “God! Why I'm the one who had to be the fucked up mother and woman who gave up on their-self because of selfish ass man?! Why he was a demon! Alfredo Steffens is such a narcissistic asshole! What should i do now since this is my fault, my mistake on not using my common sense on studying on how men like this would act like, and my lack in being a shitty mother since I put him before my two kids who I love over everything.”

As she said that heartfelt message to herself as she was pacing up and down in the living room while was panicked of the fear that she might lose me and my little brother because of the fucked up decisions that she made. It had start on herself if she want the change the relationship between us!.